Archive for November, 2007

Cant let go

Thursday, November 29th, 2007

There you are

Holding her hand I am lost

Trying to understand Didn’t I Cherish you right

Don’t you know You were my life

Even though I try

I can’t let go

Something in your eyes

Captured my soul

And every night I see you in my dreams

You’re all I know I can’t let go

Just cast aside

You don’t even know I’m alive

You just walk on by

Don’t care to see me cry

And here I am

Still holding on

I can’t accept My world is gone

Do you even realize

The sorrow I have inside

Everyday of my life

Do you know the way it feels

When all you have just dies

I try and try To deny that I need you

But still you remain on my mind

No I just can’t get you out of my mind

I never can say goodbye

something that I need so badly

You’re all I know I can’t let go

Bad dream bad dream bad dream

Saturday, November 24th, 2007

Bad dream bad dream bad dream bad dream..>,<

It’s bad bcause I woke up..
why the hell my alarm is on..
i dun wana wake up..i wana stay in my dream……..
its only a dream….a dream…my dream…

. …. …

Thursday, November 22nd, 2007

泪一滴笑一滴每一滴存进我手心
这会是我给你幸福的积蓄
宠着你守着你把世界赢回来给你
我只想专心做好这件事情
如果突然晴天下起雨淋湿的也只有我而已
所有的困难教会我怎样保护你
不变不怕不灰心我就是这么
爱着你
才不听有多少反对声音凭着爱什么不可以
不走不放不犹豫我还是这么爱着你

不用管还有多少不一定
你只要相信我永远坚定

苦一滴痛一滴每一滴酝酿成甜蜜
这就是我对你幸福的约定
在努力在珍惜准备好完美的自己
再创造最完美的明天给你
如果突然阳光都结冰我的手会暖热你的心
所有的崎岖是未来珍贵的风景

用我的笑填满你眼睛要你的明天比今天开心
所有的暴雨是为了证明
我们拥有无尽的勇气
擦干泪为彼此放晴

凭着爱什么不可以
你只要相信我永远坚定

Made up my mind

Tuesday, November 20th, 2007

I m willing n will let go of my everything n end up nothing so that u can get ur everything…
Iwill trade all my joy n happiness for urs…
U had my feeling n emotion..
Whn ya ok..im ok..whn ya happy im happy..whn ya sad..i’ll kick the ass of the one who upset ya..
Frm 2day onwards…

真正爱你的人

Monday, November 19th, 2007

真正爱你的人,会在你内心空虚的时候陪你度过一个又一个晚上,而当你忘记他的时候他却不会怪你;

真正爱你的人,在你提出分手的时候虽然很舍不得但还是会马上答应你,因为他知道你和他在一起已经不会快乐;

真正爱你的人,会在买自己东西的时候货比三家,但会毫不犹豫地买下你喜欢的东西;

真正爱你的人,总是把自己最活跃的一面展现给你,因为他希望你看到的总是一个阳光的自己;

真正爱你的人,在你伤害了后躲在自己的房间里偷偷地哭,因为不想让你心存内疚;

真正爱你的人,一颗心总是在你身上:今天过得好不好?有没有注意休息?有没有按时吃饭?;

真正爱你的人,会在你和别的男人交往的时候默默地为你祈祷祝福,因为是真的很希望你幸福;

真正爱你的人,不会和你说有多么的在乎你希望你时时刻刻在的身边,因为知道你喜欢自由地呼吸空气;

真正爱你的人,在撑伞的时候总会把伞靠近你,因为宁愿自己生病也不愿意让你淋一点雨

真正爱你的人,会在最快乐的时候打电话给你,因为希望你能分享到她的快乐,喜欢和你一起分享的感觉;

真正爱你的人,会抛开一切和你一起疯,因为希望你和在一起的时候不会有压抑的感觉;

真正爱你的人,会拒绝所有对示爱的女生,因为的心里就只有你一个;

真正爱你的人,会全心全意地支持你,和你一起做你喜欢的事;

真正爱你的人,不会让你因为而停止了你前进的脚步,会鼓励你让你没有顾虑地往前走;

真正爱你的人,在分开了以后还是会常常想你,然后给远方的你打电话或者发短信,告诉你要注意身体;

真正爱你的人,从不会要求你送特殊什么贵重的礼物,只希望在生日的时候你可以陪度过一整天;

真正爱你的人,会让其他的男人介入你的生活,因为希望你可以找到你所认为的属于自己的幸福;

真正爱你的人,会一直等,等到你对说“我爱你”的那个时候。

1st day

Sunday, November 18th, 2007

I slept at 4am.."miraculously" i woke up at 7:45am
I dun wana sleep…
Every dream I had..ur wif me..Im too scare to sleep..
it was raining..reachin to my phne i open up create msg…it became a habit..
then i realize n I stopped whn i was tryin to press Send………….I kno I hav been forbid to do this………
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看着右手被撕裂的伤口
爱好像曾经停留
而我左手按下号码之后
那首属于我的歌不再播送
默写你的爱过
坦承自己脆弱
对白怎么说
表情才不难过

我想要说
如果没有了你
我该如何往下走
那一秒钟有没有发现我
倔强里的问候
怎么劝我放手
在这一切之后
整夜的风冷得我手颤抖
你在温暖的那头
熟悉路口再一次的路过
等在那角落的人已不是我

END

Sunday, November 18th, 2007

Looking at ur pic
Images of the time we had pop out
in these few months..we smiled..we cried..we "insulting" each other..alox of things
I had a great n memorable time..
thank you..this is the only year I pass my time in a meaningful way
I kno no matter how hard I tried I will get nothin in return
You had gave up on me
You arent turning back
I hope I can get another reason
the days feel like years when I’m alone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
The face I came to know is missing too
Everything that I do
reminds me of you
I love the things that you do
All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I do I give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending
Its already enough
It’s nice to know that you were there
Thanks for acting like you cared
And making me feel like I was the only one
It’s nice to know we had it all
Thanks for watching as I fall
And letting me know we were done

Why I can cry n weep in the past
but why now I cant
Now I understand…
The 1st time I weep fer a girl was a girl I like
Now I cant cry nor weep is bcuz this is the girl I truly eveR LoveD
Now I understand what they mean by BLeeding n CryiN In The HeaRT

My heart are shattered pieces that i can hardly seen their remains..I can hardly pick thm up..

Its too numb for my tears to drop…the pain had already paralyze my feeling n my emotion..
Its ok…
I blame no one..Blame it on me
I hope I can forget this forbidden feeling..bcuz if I cant Its gonna make her unhappy..
I dun wan that..
GOD pls..giv me an accident..leave me in a coma..
take my heart away..
thts the only way..
If you want to go
Pls remember me
If you will feel bad
Pls forget me
I promise to myself I’ll do anything to please you
even it goin to kill me in the process
I dont break Promise..
But now..promise of being with you forever are broken by you..
Its ok..

The true Prince had return
Is the time the Knight leave
Time for the substitute prince to return to nothing
Its time for me to go
Back to the far far away land
One more task for me to do
One more step for me to go
Just one answer..
And this place are shut
I’ll continue remain non exist in the shadows waiting my never ending story to end
Empty,Lonesome,Hollow
Face my Fate..
Human can change fate
But I choose not to
So that the fate I want to change wont make her’s change
Its sad,no doubt
But for the smile on her face
For the happiness of her life
I’ll stay in the crowd
Guarding Silently
Missing Uncontrollably
Loving Unnoticely

Forever…

19-11-2007  02:33am

19-11-2007 03:46am

A poem that cant ReacH My BeloveD

Thursday, November 15th, 2007

Sometimes at night,I look up the sky
I start thinking of you and then I ask myself,why?
Why I miss you so much? Why I love you?
I think and I smile,

The whisper of your voice,the warmth of your touch…
The kindness in your smile,that strength in your stare.
The calming of your presence,the beating of your heart.
The promise of Tomorrow,that we may never apart.
So many lil things that make me love you so much.
The way that I feel when you’re by my side,
A sense of completion and overflowing pride.
How you finish the puzzle that lies inside my heart,
How that deep in my soul, you are the most important part.
I could go on for days, telling of what I feel,
But all you really must know is my love for you is real.
God has blessed me,and with your hand in mine,
Both of our hearts,will forever interwind.
Into all lives,falls pain and sorrows,
I promise together,we will meet all tomorrows.
I could search the whole world over and this I know is true
I would never find another love
Like the love I found with you…

All My Life

Tuesday, November 13th, 2007

I would never find another lover
Sweeter than you
And I will never find another lover
More precious than you
Girl you are
You are the only one, you’re my everything
And for you this song I sing..
All my life
I’ve prayed for someone like you
And I thank God that I, that I finally found you
All my life
I’ve prayed for someone like you
And I hope that you feel the same way too
Yes, I pray that you do love me too
Said, I promised you’ll never fall in love with a stranger
You’re all I’m thinking of, I praise the Lord above
For sending me your love, I cherish every hug
I really love you
All my life
You’re all that I ever known
When you smile, on my face, all I see is a glow
You turned my life around
You picked me up when I was down
I would never find another lover
Sweeter than you

彩虹

Wednesday, November 7th, 2007

哪里有彩虹告诉我

能不能把我的愿望还给我

为什么天这么安静

所有云都跑到我这里

看不见你的笑我怎么睡得着

你的身影这么近我却抱不到

在你沉睡的时候

我有个荒谬的念头

这匆匆忙忙的地球

会不会自己转昏头

煞时明白我其实再无他求

我只想疼你到永久

在你紧锁的眉头

也许有难挨的寒冬

纯真对你招着手

其实你天生爱从容

感应风中的节奏时间在动

就这样爱你到永久

这一生因有了你

纵然有天大的风雨

Let’s go

让我带你走过春夏秋冬

一心一意爱着你

外面再大的风雨

谁会在意

这乖乖努力的地球

然后明白我就此别无所求

我愿意疼你到永久

别理外面世界波涛汹涌

不会在意

就算是再多不如意

我用一生爱着你

无忧无惧