I wan to hav amnesia
Sunday, December 30th, 2007I remember the nights I watched as you lay sleeping
Your body gripped by some far away dream
I was scared and so in love
And so lost in all of you that I had seen
no one ever talked in the darkness
No voice ever added fuel to the fire
No light ever shone in the doorway
Deep in the hollow of earthly desires
But if in some dream there was brightness
If in some memory theres some sort of sign
And flesh be revived in the shadows
I remember when you left in the morning at daybreak
So silent you stole from da bed
To go back to the one who possesses your soul
And I back to the life that I dread.
So I ran like the wind to the water
And I threw bitter tears at the ocean
But all that came back was the tide…
I fell asleep last night When the room was dark
The moon was shining blue I had a dream with you
You walk side by side with me
And I want to hold your hand
And I can feel your warmth Everything seems true
Nothing’s really gonna blue Nothing bothers you
You can see it from my eyes wanting you
You are sad and you cry You just live at night
Love is pain It’s true I do confess
We’ll never have our days There’s no eternal life
But the moon still keeps on shining bright
Making this unreal night bright
Bury the past, just let it rest in peace
Leave well enough alone
Treat you like someone I’ve never known
Forget you
Like I forgot to come home at night
Forget you
Like I forgot to hold you tight
now I’m sorry, now I cry
But I wont wipe those tears
Til my memories run dry
I beg myself to forget you
Don’t let the lonely days remind me of anything
Oh baby try to erase the fact we had everything
let you slip right out of my mind
Everytime I see you
I pretend to fight
When I wanna reach out to you
I turn around and I let it ride
I muz let it die With no good byes
We both paid the price
Baby I must confess
Tears in my eyes
Someday you’ll know why
Why I cant deny
