Archive for January, 2008

爱错

Thursday, January 31st, 2008

The Leaf,mercilessly blown away by the North Wind
Fragile,She choose to Escape
Lost of the leaF,
Loneliness engulf the Wind
Pain of the North Wind
Sorrow and depressed
Hidden and Concealed
Unknown by all
In this cold Winter days..

Every corner of the memory,
In my once thought a perfect life,
All my believes that I have in Hands,
The story behind…
Turn out to be the fault that I never Admit

I never thought,
I would done that.
Never Love before,
Therefore I m wrong.
From where I flew,
There is where I land.
Once more,
Please forgive me

In these days without you,
The lost sensation…
I dont wana lose it again

Things that touch your heart,
May not be real.
Things that hurt you,
May not be fake.
Only the present missing tranquil and Unsatisfy
Will choose to run away.
Chasing blindly for changes.

也许我偶尔还是会想起她,
偶尔难免会惦记她,
就当她是个老朋友吧,
也让我心疼,
也让我牵挂。
只是在我心中不再有火花,
让往事都随风去吧,
所有真心的痴心的话,
仍在我心中,
虽然没有她…

不能原諒 
我的愛錯

Lies

Saturday, January 26th, 2008

I would like to search inside
for all of the things that you will hide
What´s the problem?
Can´t you seem to search through these problems that haunt and taunt you
I smile, while you´re afraid
You run, while you´re so in pain

Do you ever see from outside your fears
Thinking about your life
Thinking about your inner fears

I would like to search inside
for all of the things that you will hide
What´s the problem?
Can´t you seem to open your mind and let me touch

I want to see the life you have disguised
The world of things that hurt you
Kept all these useless lies
I bound to defeat all your lies

I tried,but you win
I m just lying to myself all these time

ClueLesS

Tuesday, January 22nd, 2008

If a man does not keep pace with his companions,
perhaps it is because he hears a different drummer.
Let him step to the music which he hears,
however measured or far away.

Everyone has something they want to believe in or rely on.

Its not how much you accomplish in life that really count,
But How much you give to other
Its not how high you build your dreams that makes a difference,
But how high your faith can climb.
Its not who you know that matters,
But who you are inside.
Believe in the possible,
Hold tight to the incredible,
And live each day to its fullest potential,
You can make a difference in your world.

Even though you are afraid,but you do nothing to help yourselves.
What’s important is…to know fear…and yet take a step forward..
Even If u do something wrong ,you must do it thoroughly.
God doesn’t do a damn thing for you ;
Just as His name implies,He simply watches from on high.
Do things my Way..your Own Way..Our Own Way
GOD? Read it backwards..Does it makes any difference?

I will not become just a mere memory…
There’s no way i could lose to ‘yesterday’s ‘me.
I’ll keep moving forward in the dark tunnel
At the end of it there will be light
Then I’ll know
what I have been searching for all these time
now..
I m ClueLesS..

So true bout me @@ Virgo

Monday, January 21st, 2008

VIRGO MAN

Time is precious for Virgo man and
if you make him wait, he will consider
that as an insult. He hates to hear
criticism and hates to be criticize. If
he is criticizing other people, then
he must be influenced by other Zodiac.
He is and he likes to be a
perfectionist. He always think he is
doing the
right and appropriate thing , and
often he thinks he makes no mistake.
He is
a bright guy and could accept
comments if he thinks it can improve
himself.
He is the type who well adjusted to
make changes.

He will spent money carefully and
spent it worthwhile. He will only
extravagant for his personnel
pleasure only. He is quite romantic, a
type of
guy who can drive 100 miles just to
tell you how much he misses you. If he
does not care about you, he will not
even spent a dime to call you locally.
Long distant special low rate call
is also out of the question.

He hates rough and crude people. His
woman has to be clean and dress well.
He inspects any thing in details
beside being a perfectionist, so you
could
be lying in your bikini with a
perfect figure and he can suddenly
comments
you about your big feet. If you gain
2 pounds , he may comments you are
getting too fat. Before going out
with this kind of guy, look at yourself
head to toe in the mirror and ask
yourself if you are really and entirely
ready. Unless he dates a model, then
he will have less comments.

He is neat and tidy, so his life
always in a schedule, a fix time to
lunch,
the same time to go home. He is well
knowledge about food and conscious
about nutrition, so you won’t see
this guy eating a junk food, or strange
and exotic food for sure.

You will see him in social events or
party if only necessary. He is gifted
with acting, so if he says he can
not go out with you because he is sick,
then you will belief him. He is a
hard to please when it comes to what to
eat, how to work, what kind of a
woman to date. He always neat and tidy
all
the times, even if he is in the
army, he will be the cleanest soldier
in the
camp. He likes to speak properly
with no slang. He hates laziness and
lazy
people. He always act like a boring
mature adults, but getting to know
him ,
you will know he has his own charm.

He always see things clearly, so he
is not the type to be blinded by love.
He is a kind and cool guy, but if
constantly irritate with rudeness,
ignorant, or stupidity then he will
show you that he is annoyed. You may
see
a guy in this Zodiac dress up in an
old shirt and old Jean, but if you look
carefully, you will see that his
hair is neat and unconsciously he will
touch his hair a lot. His desk is
always neat and if he sees small scrap
paper on the floor, he will pick it
up or put it in the basket.

People may think he is selfish,
because when he says "No", he really
means
it. Any favor asked , he will help
but always in his own limit. The more
he
see faults in others, the less he
wants people to see his. If you want
him
to change his faults, try to tell
him gently or he could take it as an
insult.

He wants love that comes with
quality, so he only has a few loves in
his
life. Woman’s trick will not work
with him. If he breaks up with a
woman, he
will also try to avoid all her
friends and her environments too. He
is very
picky and every breaking up, he will
be double careful next time.

He can sweep woman with his charm,
but he likes to keep his relationship
like a friend. He likes a sincere
self confident woman, neat and clean,
perfect and tidy. A real two "P" ,
picky and perfectionist Zodiac.

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VIRGO WOMAN

She will be similar to Leo woman in
appearance. A slim woman who walks with
confident and proud. She has an egg
shape facial structure, high and round
forehead. She likes to look straight
as if she is searching. She is not a
pretentious type and will always say
what she thinks.

You will see Virgo woman walks fast.
She will try her best to be perfect, to
look perfect and to feel perfect
even though there is no such
perfection.
She is very delicate of what and how
she dress. She is bright and easily
despair with obstacles. She likes
smart guy who will be compatible with
her,
so if you are a rich dumb guy, you
can forget about her right now.

She is not a very possessive or
jealous person for she expect respect
from
her love one. She does not like a
part time lover, or a temporary mate.
If
she finds her dream man, she will
not go away. If she does not like you,
she
will always keep a certain distant.
Act proper and appropriate is her
discipline.

She does not like and can not stand
bad languages, cursing words or phrase.
She likes a gentleman who open the
doors for her. She wants to feel
protected and when a man taking care
of her, she will feel like a complete
woman.

She memorizes everything about other
people and about herself very well. She
can really keep secret, you can
trust her on this. She likes a
refreshing
and a mild scent. She is very
delicate in maintaining her beauty, so
you
could see she is seriously picking
soap which match and most suit her
skin.
Do not comments her on this very
picky habits, it is her happiness in
working full times as a self
beautifier.

She is not an innocent angle for
sometimes she can be as tough as steel.
Even she easily despair, she is not
the type to cry over it. She is a shy
type, so making speech in front of
the room can make her nervous even she
walks and talks confidently.

She only search for true love , not
just any love. Her love is an ideal
one.
She likes to think no one is neater
and as effective as her, which can
irritate you sometimes for there is
no such thing. She likes sweet talk,
but
she can slip and say something
unpredictable and unbearable to you
too.
When
she stops getting mad, she will
totally forget what she just said and
be an
angle again. If you have a date with
her , you’d better be there on time.

Flowers and sweet word can calm her
down. If you want to say sorry , make
it
brief and straight forward. Do not
drag your apologetic words into a long
making it up events, it could lead
you to another world war. She likes her
man to dress nice and clean. She is
good in details especially with money.
Do not make she thinks that she is a
clown or funny.

In the beginning of knowing her,
please try not to glance at other
pretty
woman so much. Early period of
dating her, try not to hold her so
much in
public, it would not be a proper
thing to do. She loves books, stage
play
and music and likes to criticize
about them too.

Criticism woman is her icon
including big and small things in life
starting
from your hair, your dress , and the
way you talk. If you are in love with
her, be as almost perfect as your can.

19Jan2008

Saturday, January 19th, 2008

Today’s the 1st time I was thinkin goin bed earlier…since After SPM..
was Tired n all..+frustrated towards myself..lolx

Watch midnight movie:"Cloverfield" with friends back from KL ..
*Notes to all..Movie NOt Recommended*
Well..I kno wats effect da director tryin to show..its creative..n nice..but..It makes me Dizzy..headache..sooo..it suks..== n da storyline…well..Its clueless..
but I was wondering where can I get that Videocam from the movie..
It rocks..Long Life battery which can hold up to 7hours continuosly recording,ANti Shock..Anti Monster Bite..Anti Nuke?? xD

ok..thats all..back at home bout 2am+..slep at 3am..wakes up at 6am..
wow..wat a rush @,@
Goin visit our friend in NS..
Its really is a RUSH HOUR..
Most of da time are in da caR..Sitting doing nothing are tired..
Back to work at 2pm..*yea..we make it..*
but was a Hell to muah..
Was so tired of the rushing..empty stomach *haven take lunch*..n lack of sleep..=,=
Almost Fall during my work time..
Have my wallet left on my friends car somemore..
Luckily my fellow colleague got some few snacks hidden..ah..I m saved =3

AFter dinner at 5pm..
…well..as some of "us" know..
something i "saw" blowing my mood to da lowest..
Memories I locked rushing out like a broken dam..
4hours…..
Just cant figure it out myself..why..haiz..
stupid ….
well atleast..bout 9+pm
an angel wif score 96 out of a 100 appeared..xD
SAve me with a lovely smile..
I noded n smiled back..
That was my 1st smile from the heart for the day..
=] it raise my mood somehow..better..
hm..wonder if i can met her again…hee..xP

Promise of my Choice

Thursday, January 17th, 2008

A choice is not something given to you,
but something you create yourself

A voice of my choice are inside of me
….
Can it reach?

Promise me,
that the smile of yours will stay on your face no matter what
Fulfill it…

then..

I ll be in a trance
Turn my back
Smile n Forget
Shut my eyes tight
Until Someday,
Someone that will bring my laugh n open my eyes back will be in sight

Tomorrow…
There’s always tomorrow
As long as my heart are still beating
I m alive
I have a Life
My Life
My Commitment
My Goal
My Fate that I’ll change
My Destiny that I hold
n the Grave that awaits when my Life turned dust

Fear not Death nor Life and let them fear itself
Nothing going to change when you die
The only things is,
you Cant change anything when you did

In my recent life
Theres only two things I want and will protect
Now one of them is out of my concern
Its a good thing someone take over
Now I can give my all to the one that left…
My Family..
The closest thing I have n left..
But I’ll still do anything humanly can do
to protect that smile
and put that smile back
to BOTH of them
BY ALL COST…

I will not wish for blessing from GOD
I will not Hope nor pray
I will not beg mercy
I will Do
I will Achieve
I will Accomplish
Kindle my spirit
Acknowledged by all
Yearn n achieve my dreams
Success…
Its a Promise of my Choice

17Jan2008 1:44am

Wednesday, January 16th, 2008

Angina pectoris??
results from inadequate oxygen supply to the heart muscle..
lolx..
occurs during exertion,
severe emotional stress,
after a heavy meal..
well..that suks..i hit these 3..

just when i think my life are suks n bored..this happen..haha..
haiz..nvm..this is gettin interesting..xP

zzz..well..atleast its not a heart attack xD
but it increase the risk of gettin one..lolx @,@
shuda felt gratefull..gota control myself from now on ..
food…..emotion..
kinda think of it..its a month i hav stop workin up my physique since da trip..
hmm….no prob..tomoro i’ll start again ^^

yday i dream of her
well..thats the 3rd time since new year
she gav me a lighter..
for what?..no idea..
I ignite it
but thers no flame nor any spark
guess shes showing me da sign where i cant rekindle all that once ours..

K inds of everlasting memories captured evolving your expressions
A n undying source of laughter harness feelings of unflinchingly tenderness
Y et to rekindle the warmness of a faithful prince

guess i cant be a faithful prince..haha..

she really does "break" my heart ..haha
Mess up my heart..da real heart that beats..
I got Angina pectoris..lolx..

If….If..We hav never met..
..If..thers no him nor her
If..I was born not me but as another person
Would it be still the same like now?..
Will we b strangers like now?..

If..ther is so much If..
If…….

like a moth..
even thou i kno i will be burned by the fire..
but still…stupidly attract to it n flew to it on my own will…
this is the price i paid for that short warm n sweet moment..
why?..
I hope I can gav u a reason thou…

16January 2008 1:40am

Tuesday, January 15th, 2008

Hm..just writin incase i Died suddenly..haha

well..today was normal..boring as always..
alone at home..listenin to music..walk around da house..look out da window n smell the humid air..
until i went to work..
still as bored as always..customer just walk in ..kacau me a while..n walk away..

I was at my counter..readin newspaper..playin damn makin me headache kakuro..
well i did finish it thou..xD

kinda cold..mayb da rain..but weird thing is only my hand are cold..but my body are warm lyk someone was huggin me..

my heart had a slight pain..well..not bcuz of da L letter..its a real pain..
then i had a real headache..not bcuz of kakuro..real heaedache..
kinda dizzy..i hold it till after work..i felt notin when i was in da car..n home..
but juz now..bout 1am+ i felt it again…
mayb i shud went to a doc..mayb tmr..zzzzz
juz hope i can wake up tmr…i lyk to sleep but dun sleep forever pls..haha xD

ow..my fav song is on..
ta~

oh ya..thers a super elegant girl i met today..xD
but still 15 points outa my perfect score 100 ..haha..

我不会唱歌

Sunday, January 13th, 2008

I know i said i wasnt calling for anyone
But i guess i sorta was
I was so…very very…alone
But,before i could call out
I realized I didnt have a name to call
SO
I called out for "someone"
I was calling in my heart
I was alone in that place for as long as I can remember
I tried to touch or call to the light outside
But my hands and voice could never reach
I thought that,maybe,that was just how it was
It cant reach
My hands My voice Even th’ light
They wont reach

If I wasnt in deep underground
I wouldnt have wish for the Sun
I wouldnt have wish you were here

我努力唱完主歌
我忘了走音没有
我努力唱完这歌
我忘了破音没有
你心里触动的
下一首已经不是我
我努力唱到嘶吼
我不怕剩我一个
只要你能记得

我只不过想唱歌给你听 用尽我全力

一首歌 只是希望能够让你动心

我只不过想唱歌给你听 就算没回应

没关系 我会唱完这最后一句

这首 我不会唱歌

我不是王力宏

Monday, January 7th, 2008

你不在 当我最需要爱
我学会了飙高音
为了改变自己
要一直 努力 努力
永不放弃
今早起床了
觉得头有点痛
梦见了你太多
Dream Again
飞向你不知的那片天
This Could Be Love

唱唱Can you feel my world
Baby 你就是我的
唯一
我只不过想唱歌给你听 用我的声音
一首歌 只是希望你能听得进去
我只不过想唱歌给你听 得到你哄
虽然我不是王力宏

告诉我爱在哪里
找过东 找过西
切了歌 继续唱
你和我
I believe
怎么变了 范逸臣
星期六深夜 我想起了你
发现当时没唱到祝你生日快乐
转唱成
我们的歌
情人总是分分合合
而我们却越爱越深
为何这句怎么也唱不出声

一首歌 只是希望能够让你动心
Forever love  好想你
句句希望打动你
Take your time
一首简单的歌
让你的心情快乐
爱的奇迹 突然出现
唱了旧歌
女朋友
有你就足够
我唯一爱的就是你
我把你当作我的空气
如此形影不离

唱力宏 唱到沙哑没力
我可以做你的点唱机
只是希望你给我一句
爱的鼓励

能不能 不要切歌
继续唱 我们的歌
举头望无尽灰云
那季节叫做寂寞
背包塞满了家用
路就这样开始走
我不喜欢落叶归根

愈唱会愈伤心
没有Kiss goodbye
剩下
不完整的旋律
让我一个人 演这
独角戏
我只不过想唱歌给你听 用我的声音
我只不过想唱歌给你听 谁给我回应
拍拍手 切歌之后 下一个继续
才发现 我不是王力宏
只能用自己声音 唱着走音的
爱错
要自己
放开你的心 远离伤心
你爱过没有 风中的遗憾
好想你 伤口是爱的笔记

不说後悔回忆
忘了时间忘了我 我管不到
爱依然执著
What was I thinking

不可能错过你
太轻快 只能幻想 因为已错过
好心分手
在那遥远的地方

情人总是分分合合
而我们却越爱越深
为何这句怎么也唱不出声
我知道 我不是王力宏
我的名字叫做 …

我们的歌
剩下 白纸
你是我心内的一首歌

Copyrighted,Ka Y
Inspiration thx to LeeHom *Idol*
xD