Deep In Mii

又不回我。。讯息不回我。。Msn不回我。。唰咯。。我当你在忙着。。不过你有时间回人却没时间回我？
每一次。。我都迁就、迁就、再迁就。。迁就你所做的一切。。说真的。。换做是别人。。已经不行了。。（问了六个人。。每个都说不能接受）。。我会这样。。是因为我相信你。。可是你却没给过我相信你的理由。。我真的怕有一天我撑不下去。。

其实我真的有怀疑过。。你到底有没有付出过真心。。因为隐隐约约的。。说真的。。我真的看不清你的心。。也不知道你心里在想什么

现在的心情，就像＂Hate that I love you ” 这首歌。。一模一样。。
看了歌词就明白。。

That’s much I love you (yeah)
That’s how much I need you (yeah, yeah, yeahah)
And I can’t stand ya
Most everything you do
Make me wanna smile
Can I not like you for awhile (no… oh…)

‘Cuz you won’t let me
You upset me girl
And then you kiss my lips
All of a sudden I forget (that I was upset)
Can’t remember what you did

But I hate it…
You know exactly what to do
So that I can’t stay mad at you
For too long that’s wrong

But I hate it…
You know exactly how to touch
So that I don’t want to fuss… and fight no more
Said I despise that I adore you

And I hate how much I love you boy (yeah…)
I can’t stand how much I need you (I need you…)
And I hate how much I love you boy (oooh whoah…)
But I just can’t let you go
And I hate that I love you so (oooh…)

And you completely know the power that you have
The only one that makes me laugh

Sad and it’s not fair
How you take advantage of the fact
That I… love you beyond the reason why (why…)
And it just ain’t right

And I hate how much I love you girl
I can’t stand how much I need you (yeah…)
And I hate how much I love you girl
But I just can’t let you go
But I hate that I love you so

One of these days maybe your magic won’t affect me
And your kiss won’t make me weak
But no one in this world knows me the way you know me
So you’ll probably always have a spell on me…

As much I love you (as much as I need you oh…)
As much as I need you (oooh… as so much I love you)
As much I love you (oh…)
As much as I need you

And I hate that I love you soooo
And I hate how much I love you boy
I can’t stand how much I need ya (cant stand how much I need you)
And I hate how much I love you boy
But I just can’t let you go (but I just can’t let you go no…)
And I hate that I love you so

真的。。每一次你伤了我后。。你都会像歌词所说的那样
你都有办法让我不去介意..不去在乎，甚至让我忘了一切。。
你真的是个高手。。
只能怪爱你太深了吧。。自己找来的。。唉。。

当爱情失去自尊就不是爱情，而是奢求
再好的人都有个底线。。我也有。。希望你不会另我失望。。
因为我是以真心去对待。。我希望从你身上获得的也是如此，不然一切就失去了意义。。。

[Rihanna:]
That’s much I love you (yeah)
That’s how much I need you (yeah, yeah, yeahah)
And I can’t stand ya
Most everything you do
Make me wanna smile
Can I not like you for awhile (no… oh…)

[Ne-Yo:]
‘Cuz you won’t let me
You upset me girl
And then you kiss my lips
All of a sudden I forget (that I was upset)
Can’t remember what you did

[Rihanna:]
But I hate it…
You know exactly what to do
So that I can’t stay mad at you
For too long that’s wrong

[Ne-Yo:]
But I hate it…
You know exactly how to touch
So that I don’t want to fuss… and fight no more
Said I despise that I adore you

[Rihanna:]
And I hate how much I love you boy (yeah…)
I can’t stand how much I need you (I need you…)
And I hate how much I love you boy (oooh whoah…)
But I just can’t let you go
And I hate that I love you so (oooh…)

[Ne-Yo:]
And you completely know the power that you have
The only one that makes me laugh

[Rihanna:]
Sad and it’s not fair
How you take advantage of the fact
That I… love you beyond the reason why (why…)
And it just ain’t right

[Ne-Yo:]
And I hate how much I love you girl
I can’t stand how much I need you (yeah…)
And I hate how much I love you girl
But I just can’t let you go
But I hate that I love you so

[Both:]
One of these days maybe your magic won’t affect me
And your kiss won’t make me weak
But no one in this world knows me the way you know me
So you’ll probably always have a spell on me…

[Ne-Yo:]
Yeaahhh… Oohh…

[Both:]
And I hate that I love
You soooooooo!

[Rihanna:]
As much I love you (as much as I need you oh…)
As much as I need you (oooh… as so much I love you)
As much I love you (oh…)
As much as I need you

[Rihanna:]
And I hate that I love you soooo
And I hate how much I love you boy
I can’t stand how much I need ya (cant stand how much I need you)
And I hate how much I love you boy
But I just can’t let you go (but I just can’t let you go no…)
And I hate that I love you so
[Both:]
And I hate that I love you so… soo..