Archive for November, 2008

Can I have this dance

Wednesday, November 5th, 2008

Ok..today…is today..(bai chi*)
today is not yesterday…(of cuz la..==*)
Today is another day, same like the day before yesterday..(heh?)
It means boring like the day before yesterday lo..
also means nothing particular happen…Meaningless..(oo..)

hm…sista watchin a SG drama jz nw..
n …sumtin breaks my faith n confident..haiz…Distance does matters…lol

So sick of love song..
so tired of tears..
so done with wishing..you were still here~

haha..sry..was listening to “So Sick”..cant control myself xP

alryt ..continue..
but den…the song “Can I have This Dance” from Highschool Musical 3 was played..
(inside some blog of ppl i duno)
found out it kinda nice..n da lyric..well..great =)
here goes…

[Gabriella]
Take my hand, take a breath
Pull me close and take one step
Keep your eyes locked on mine,
And let the music be your guide.

[Troy, Gabriella]
Won’t you promise me (now won’t you promise me, that you’ll never forget)
We’ll keep dancing (to keep dancing) wherever we go next

(chorus)
It’s like catching lightning the chances of finding someone like you
It’s one in a million, the chances of feeling the way we do
And with every step together, we just keep on getting better
So can I have this dance (can I have this dance)
Can I have this dance

[Troy]
Take my hand, I’ll take the lead
And every turn will be safe with me
Don’t be afraid, afraid to fall
You know I’ll catch you through it all

[Troy, Gabriella]
And you can’t keep us apart (even a thousand miles, can’t keep us apart)
‘Cause my heart is (cause my heart is) wherever you are

(chorus)
It’s like catching lightning the chances of finding someone like you
It’s one in a million, the chances of feeling the way we do
And with every step together, we just keep on getting better
So can I have this dance (can I have this dance)
Can I have this dance

[Gabriella And Troy]
Oh no mountains too high enough, oceans too wide
‘Cause together or not, our dance won’t stop
Let it rain, let it pour
What we have is worth fighting for
You know I believe, that we were meant to be

(chorus)
It’s like catching lightning the chances of finding someone like you (like you)
It’s one in a million, the chances of feeling the way we do (way we do)
And with every step together, we just keep on getting better
So can I have this dance (can I have this dance)
Can I have this dance

Can I have this dance
Can I have this dance

man…how sweet
n ya..im a boy posting bout this HSM3 thing…anything wrong wif dat? haha..
too bad..its too late to recommend the song for my aunt’s wedding thou..haiz..
btw..any1 can recomend a site where i can embed the song here?…share share ma..xD

oh oh..talk bout politics..
Barrack OBAma won!!
The 1st ‘Black President’
hm..y cant Malaysia learn a lil from them ?
where every1 are still cares about Racism..”skin colour” swt~
Obama won on his own terms, strategically and symbolically..ths all da ppl are saying..
Their president are chosen..despite da race..Its all about Capability..
Msia?..so sorry lo…

I stil remember i saw da news last few days..
i duno much bout politic..but i can see a chinese(i forgot his name) was giving his suggestion in the …i think dewan rakyat if im nt mistaken..man..those ..erhem..Bumiputera are teasing him..making jokes..man..i can see dey are nt serious atall..
Disappoint..haiz..wat country have i live in ?!!
but still i love my home…n i repeat..my home..not Malaysia..

Hell of a day

Tuesday, November 4th, 2008

Hell of a day
Woke up in da noon today
Feeling bad…wasn’t in any mood at all for da day
Jz ryt im about to eat my ‘cold’ breakfast for lunch,Mum called..I have to fetch my sis from school
Ok..i finish my Brunch in 10 minutes..take my wallet,hat n off i go..
now..something bad happens to ruin my day.
i lost my car keys..accidentally ‘throw’ it to da bushes..n i hav to spend my time searchin for it under the damn hot sun.
After im back home..im drop dead at the sofa..hot…tired…

AFter a refreshing bath..it does clear my mind abit..my mood are slight restore..
but…it doesn las long..until i checked my exam results on9..as predicted..no miracles..my math = Fail
alryt..tht din ruin my mood dat bad..
Dennis called..ask me out to survey the location wher he’s gona celebrate his bday
so..i wait fer him to fetch me…in hunger…till 8 pm wher i suppose tob eating my dinner at my grandma’s
went to hav dinner at Kota Laksamana..kent..sharon..dennis..we had alil citchat..n it brighten upp my mood quite alot =)
den we went klebang lo..pantai puteri n etc..n found out its nt suitable..
so we plan to held it at Chrystal bay..da results are stil unknown cuz we are still discuzing..
jz right when we bout to send sharon back..dear send me a msg thru an unknown number..
telling me shes not coming back this weekend as she had to represent her family to attend her cousin’s engagement..
another disappointment of da day …haha…haizz…Im running out of time..how i hope we can spend more time together thou..
But each and everytym it ends up in disappointment n regrets..at1st i wish to settle it all ..communicating wif her this weekend
seems it had to b delayed…problems are gona remain unsolve fer awhile..
Its soooo weird..each n everytym when i hav da chance to talk..but i end up duno where to start..or i forgot wat to say
n jz when i kno wat to say..shes nt here..bz to answer a call..simply jz nt ther to listen..
even if shes beside me..she’l ignore wat i said …din pay attention..==’
always the prob stays hanging..and she nt knowin it atall..n in the end..i get all da blame fer being inconsiderate..
well..if im nt…ders noway im gona stand u..the real inconsiderate one my dear…

“hang on..hold on..dun give up…”
“you went thru a hell of a hardtime to get wat u have now..cherish it..”
“shes da one for u wat..isnt it?”
“This is her your talkin about..of cuz its nt ez for u..but ur gona b THE ONE!”
“etc…
well..this is all da shit i have heard from loads of frens..but dun worry..im hanging on to this shit ..haha
thx guys..u kno who u are..
im well prepared for all this..but sumtimes i also need somethin to supprt my mental n heart wat..ryt?
im nt invincible thou..
Its a matter of time and faith ..
well..i hav time…but faith…u haven giv me any thou..so sorry to say this…

well..continue with my daily stories..
we went pool after fetchin sharon home
Thx dennis n kent for accompany..
haha..i beat kent today without him even scoring 1 ball xD
n on da way back…thx dennis for hon-ing along da empty road for me to vent out my moodiness..

P/s  Jz telling whoever u guys outder ..im a person who crave for attention..jz incase u din kno..thts y i hate Loneliness that much..

Nothing more to say after this

Monday, November 3rd, 2008

请了解,我是人,我有感情,我有感受
Please understand,I’m a human, I have feeling and emotion
像你像任何人一样
Like you and anyone out there
每个人都渴望被重视和关心
Everyone wants to be care and valued
你们需要的,一样我也需要
What you guys need, the same thing goes for me
请别自私,请明白
Please don’t be selfish, Please understand
我们都是一样的
We are all the same

想说的只有这些
This is all I have to say
说再多你不了就是不了
Pointless to say more
希望你看到
Hope you can see
我想表达的东西
What I’m trying to let you know
如果还是不行
If things still don’t work out
放心,是我的错
Don’t worry, Is my fault
是我太天真
I’m too naive

后结果不重要
与不爱没关系
活着的这一天
上帝给的机会
是唯一的终点

Over the rainbow
No colours or whatsoever
Left only sorrow and sadness
You are far beyond reach

Yearn for a starting
Only you can give
Unknown, Are you still here for me?

4th November 2008 1:20 am
Written,
Kay’

Another day

Saturday, November 1st, 2008

wow..today..blur..woke up in da afternun..cant even diffrentiate dreams n reality
until my fren came to my house oni i start to regain consciousness haha..
after fetchin a few frens we went DP
I jz realise i forgot my wallet when we bought da movie ticket..swt~ how unlucky..
we went fer a lil walk n drink at MP
n dey all talk bout those interesting things happen in school..haiz..how i wish to b in da secondary school life again…T,T NOT!!!
haha..n wat funny is dey are all teachin a fren of mine how to Hold a Girls hand..xP

We went bk to DP at 5 cuz da movies are startin at 530pm
wat worst tht can happen bside i left my wallet at home?
Great..n it happens ..i cant get in to the cinema ==’
I left my wallet ,IC ,Licence at home..n the movies are  18PL
swt~ n the stupid supervisor make me to prove im 18 years old..WTF!
how da hell im gona prove when i left my wallet at home?..n hey…every1..u b the judge..do i look below 18?
n threatening me to call the police sayin im tryin to cheat my way in..
So i said…Lapor la..!! n dat stupid guy jz went silent n try to walk out frm me..
I was like WTH!! did i have to cheat for a mere movie n to a lousy piece of shit like u?

..i hav to “sacrifice” my fren to drove me home..take my wallet..n miss 30 mins of the movies..haiz..anyway…thx pal..
F**kin Malay PIG..curse u work as da “doormen” fer ur lifetime..
if it wasnt so many ppl der i wud hav throw him my IC right on his face n stuff his mouth with the tickets
Fuhh! Angry!!
man i hate PIG..

After the movies we went our separate ways..
i went home n eat my dinner ..then off i go to my laptop again..
Ivan nudge me n call me via Msn..
wat a surprise..he tot im havin prob in my relationship after seeing my personal msg n blog..
wat a fren he is ei..haha..
we had a long chat bout both our life..past, now…future..
2 hours went by in a flassh n off her go to watch football..haha

jz when i tot im alone again..a senior of mine when i was in YB giv me a nudge..
Devilgirl89( i duno her real name)
aw..its been a while we chat..
well..off we go..realtionship topic again..haha..
why every1 likes to talk bout relationship prob wif me?..xP
well..kinda happy when she say shes happy to chat wif me compare to her otha fren..^^
1 AM..shes off..n im alone again..haha..

i sent a msg to dear..well..sumtin lyk a rhyme..to wish her goodnyt…
but ..i duno why..her reply feels lyk shes angry..
did i think too much ?..but my instinct nvr wrong bout her..
mayb she misinterpret it n misunderstand the meaning behind the rhyme..
cuz when i read da rhyme da 2nd time n try to think in a negative way..
it reali does mean sumtin not good..xP
n so..i send her a msg via Friendster..y not sms?
cuz i dun wana mess up her night..just incase i think too much n upset her again..
so in frenster msg..she will read it a couple of days later or anytime but now..
just hope she’l reply me ASAP…n time fer me to do xplanation d..haiz..

2:38 AM
i guess its time to sleep..haiz..tmr a boring day again..haha..